New Feelings

So for those of you who don't know, I have some major self-confidence issues. 

That has changed. 

I realized yesterday that I am a good catch for a relationship. I consider myself as a keeper. I am not saying that I am God's gift to women, but I used to think so little of myself when it came to this subject but that is not how I feel now. 

On that topic, I am in no rush to get into a relationship. I have a new found appreciation for all the amazing people in my life so far. I am truly blessed for all the people I have in my life, past, present, and future. 

Another boost in self confidence came when I turned my transfer application for UCLA and UCSB. A couple of months ago, I would've laughed at someone if they were to say that I would apply for UCLA. 

A friend commented on how happy she is for me and how I have such high dreams, and that I am pursuing them. 

When it comes down to it, I have no idea on what I plan on doing, but I still want to chase my dreams of being an actor and a writer. 

It's just so weird a year ago, I was going nowhere fast, and on a slippery slope. 

On top of that it's also been a year since I started watching F.R.I.E.N.D.S. and I don't know it's like my favorite show now ha well of course other than Boy Meets World. 

I just feel so happy and confident about the future, this also is a new feeling.