Glimpse of a Past Self

So my previous entry, I feel was a bit heavy, but in all honesty it needed to be said.

As I said, at the end of the last entry, I am about to show another part of my past. Again, I am not proud of myself.

I was cleaning out my room when I found my journal from seven years ago. And reading the entries, I ran into many grammatical and spelling errors. However, that wasn't the thing I was ashamed of. Before every entry, there was the date, time, and my current crush. Yeah, seriously you read that right.

What kind of a young teenage guy writes that? I think it's safe to say that I was a very unusual kid. Even some of the entries proved how odd I was, and how weird I was. Whoever my friends were all that time till now, Thank You. It couldn't have been easy.

Anyways, I stopped writing in that journal (thank God). I would hate to imagine what it would say. However, I decided that I will continue to write in the same journal and fill up the pages. The last entry was early in the year 2004. I decided that the next entry will take place 7 years, 7 months, and 7 days after the last entry. I swear, it won't have the Current Crush section, or as co-dependent the entries made me seem to be.

Now the point of this entry is like my last one. How you can't really change the past, and some times things you need to acknowledge. On the flip side somethings are better left in the past. Either way, I feel the goal is to have a better present and future. However, that could just be the optimist in me.

Best Regards and Wishes,

-Edmund